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*` my little hideaway
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emotions and thoughtswhirling in my mind and heart.not knowing when those happy days will start.For once in my life.i thought things would finally be alright.but you just proved all my dreams and fantasy wronged.is your heart that cold?is that pride ure trying to show?well..burst that ego bubble if you wanna be loved.guess im just plain stupid.to actually believed.those candy sugarie words you said to me.i really wish not to know.those facts that placed the endless pain in me.i rather live in the world of self denial.at least i would had felt better.but right now.things just aint going the way i wanted it to be.life was never fair.never.sleepless night didnt lessen anything.but just adds on to the misery.you placed a light of hope in my heart.and you crash it once again.what pleasure do you see in putting me through all these.confusions.emptiness.drained fills me.just wishing that there will be a night.when i close my eyes and never to open it again.i will wait for the right time.and that wish will soon come true.
- have you ever?
11:20 PM
